So I’ve officially resigned my position as tour manager for Artifex Pereo..at least momentarily. I’m not happy about it, but it’s a decision I’ve been pondering for months on end.
I can’t say that I’m happy with the path I’ve chosen, but a break from the routine is the only way I can be sure. I could wake up a month from now, alone in this apartment, with all of my friends hundreds of miles away and realize I was wrong.
I’m scared that might happen. I’m scared that I could find myself comfortable back in society’s grasp. I enjoyed being free, seeing the country, hanging out with my best friends day after day. How can anyone sacrifice a dream for completely settling?
Someday, I’ll realize why I’ve made the decision I’ve made. It may not be the end. I’m just no so sure it’s over.
